This isnt goodbye.
Theres no doubt in my mind you’re the one i want to be with. I feel like we rushed into this too fast and werent ready like we thought. But ill wait for you and you the same
Babe, baby, bubs, bebeko
This is probably the hardest thing i’ll ever have to do in my entire life. It hurts me so much but its for the best. I want her to be happy, i want her to not stress so much, i want her to find someone who will treat her better than i did, someone who will actually take the time to give her the attention i never gave her, someone whos worthy to have her. I just want her to find someone that’ll make her happy every single moment of the day because she fucking deserves. Shes such a beautiful, wonderful, amazing, loving person who deserves to smile and not pretend because when she smiles i swear shes the most beautifulest thing i’ve ever laid my eyes on. I hope that the next guy she finds makes sure to call her to say goodmorning baby because she loves that, i hope he has the time to talk to her on the phone everynight or atleast make the effort to speak to her at night because texting her is most def not enough, i hope he appreciates how much she talks because she has the best conversation hands down, i hope whoever she may find love her completely not only for her looks but the fact her personality is whats so fascinating, and i hope whoever she finds makes sure to hold her heart gentle and not to do too muh cutesy stuff she doesnt like it especially when its public, i could go on all day but finally i just want her to find someone that loves her and shows their actions more than their words better than i did. I dont want to let her go but i know for a fact i dont deserve her she needs someone better and thats not me. I just dont want to give her more stress than she already has. This one year with you was the best thing that has ever happened to me and im glad you were apart of it. I couldnt have asked for anyone else. Im sorry baby i didnt do the best of my ability to keep you happy. You’ve made a impact on my life that’ll ill never forget. I love you
Done
So much for “theres noone here that ill do anything with” Im glad you told me but the only reason im so angry is the way you acted that night and the fact that that happened and you couldnt even control yourself to prevent it. The excuse “i dont do this kind of stuff” is nothing to me when you’ve already done it before and even if you dont do it why drink over your limit? Im beyond irritated
